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Empty Handed

by Christof van der Ven

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1.
Hold Me 03:00
Hold me, I never let you talk to me like that. Get on your mark, let me open your heart yet again. Stain me, love it’s all the same with the The window is damp, let me draw you a map of the world And I loathe you, tempt me seduce me I”m a man of the earth1 And I’ve stood up and sat down, Whenever, if ever the dirt And I’m puzzled, A 60 piece odd landscape on a shelf Put me together along with your weatherly hands Breathe me, you can use my lungs if yours are failing tonight A gesture that’s all, don’t build a wall my dear. And I loathe you, tempt me seduce me I”m a man of the earth And I’ve stood up and sat down, Whenever, if ever the dirt It’s countless, Your 30 out of 20 lines. Don’t underestimate, I may not follow all advice But if you would grasp me, it would break me At least I tried as a man of the earth.
2.
It’s better if you tell him now, Oh how you haven’t changed. Been up there forever Making sure your shit was save A plausible conviction Someone knew the truth Been hidden from your friends Ashamed but well understood You left it too long For months on the run Reveal yourself It’s ok, come out of your shelf The sorrow leaves me just as sad Oh how I miss you so But you did have chance To have another row instead. We fell into a spiral, With two broken hearts Looking for way out To find a brand new start You left it too long For months on the run Reveal yourself It’s ok, come out of your shelf We are both, wasting time. a different note, a changing line. You left it too long For months on the run Reveal yourself It’s ok, come out of your shelf
3.
Never Never 03:38
You said a lot strange things In that hell you came in A solid set of words sure Frightened the lot of us. A child in you is present, Its dances unattended In an empty lonely hallway Twisting everything out of place You now don’t have to worry Or even say your sorry. We found a way to help you Hoping it was never like before Together we’ll never loose you And we will celebrate It’s forever ever lasting Till you come home, till you feel home, till you come home Everyday I just couldn’t stand you and I never really understood That time evaporated, I’m here to make a statement. It’s hard when in a vault, in a hole, and your helpless and your torn And your limp, your afraid to fall even further Together we’ll never loose you And we will celebrate It’s forever ever lasting Till you come home, till you feel home, till you come home Everyday
4.
Love's Glory 03:46
The snow is breathing heavy through my windowsill, I swear to God it's you. Its falling down like angels, they parade towards the surface past my room. They decorate the branches like you decorate my Wednesday, I was sad. I miss you, but in this cold, I wish you could warm me up instead. I know we've part a long time now, I know I never really wanted to. I wasn't very strong in conversations, losing battles with my troops. But in the But in the end, I fight it till my victory and said that girl is fine. Stormed off for a burger, but I followed to warm you up till morning light. Well, oooooooo -ooh! Everything surrounding like, your perfume still reminds me every day. How I'd like to read you bedtime stories, makes the glory anyway. Now you've really gone, you're in the universe, still, I don't know where. I really wish you'd come back and let me warm you up again. Well, ooh!
5.
Empty Handed 03:58
it took a while to catch her, you've been casting out a rod everyday now. and you are feeling kind of lost and your are dealing with this loss your heart is broken. You're a winner and hate to loose but this time you got screwed it's a tough game. And it's very hard to see but you gotta let her be, her mind has spoken. you are begging her to leave even thou it fell through. going home empty handed, having to start a new. I'm on the other side come and find me. you gave it all you got and it didn't make her stop, twas out of your reach. but you went the extra mile and you did it in style now its over. you're begging, can i stay, i look after you. Don't let me go home empty handed to start a new. I'm on the other side. come and find me one of these days, one day at a time. out of your sight, out of your mind. she left you empty hearted she left you blue like the old songs. that run through your vain like a cardinal stain on your lung. your begging her to leave, because it fell through. youre going home empty handed youre gonna start a new. I'm on the other side, don't come and find me
6.
Hiding, every little detail. The wolves detect at every port throughout the night Mountain range on the horizon Shimmers through the shadow’s still. Haunting my dreams forever Now that I’m lost and I’m spiraling down a threat. Oh Montreal, you’re all I ever had Oscar, See if you can let me in. See if you can fix my sin I never meant you any harm Heartbeats pumping blood as cold as snow Through the rivers of your soul the night has fallen for too long Now that I’m lost and reversed onto the track. Montreal, you’re all I ever had I was silenced, I was broken, going back to Montréal I was drowning, in an ocean, of dismay, back in montreal
7.
We’re kipping out, Out in the woods. With mountains high I feel understood. No one is here, torrential fear of them discovering loft What if they ‘re coming out to find us. We’re sailing out, Out to sea The wind is strong and it’s pushing us along Further from the beach The cabin is ours And it’s out of their powers What if they ‘re coming out to find us. She fell asleep before the fire I’m sad you missed it all The stranger had a story I must admit it was my fault I’m crawling in your bedroom through the window And I dance around on the tips of my toes We make spoons and I hide underneath the sheets She fell asleep before the fire I’m sad you missed it all The stranger had a story I must admit it was my fault What if they ‘re coming out to find us.
8.
With a heavy chest I walk, she cracked her vow With the deepest sigh I’m led, to believe her. The word is in the air, I had a notion. But the hazel in her eyes, convinced me Otherwise, Cover me in silence, We broke the ice, It would have coloured all of us. With that mad stare in those eyes. a a trace of shock A nod you did approve, then we leaned in. I trailed home by myself, through sleepy streets, Somehow I did believe you, I was on a cloud. At a distance, I saw it come from miles away. I killed this stone dead. It would have coloured both of us.
9.
Oh when the night is frozen in winter Leaving the light on as a sign And I lead her to catch a drift that I fancy Her to come into my room and alight with a swoon Soon it will be ok, A foolish dream it’s ok Pitching in Darkness, a technical failure A match in the wax and then she had vanished I bled all the tears and the sores out of pores. Now in the distance, thin lines of existence Soon it will be ok, A foolish dream it’s ok I have heavy heart, In a sea of stars. I bled all the tears for you, For you Soon it will be ok, A foolish dream it’s ok
10.
Vancouver 04:50
The layers and blankets that cover your skin, Protect you from the world you’re within. The needle is subject that matters the most, When you are down and you’re out, out here in the cold. I don’t remember how the town looked before, But twas safe to roam freely, love was it’s core. There’s plenty like you in this City of Dust, One wipe and you’re gone or just sit there as rust. Had enough, you’re ill and god knows it too. The well you are drowning in for He knows the truth. The harder you get when it’s all but decay, With your life on string, with nothing to say. All that you know and all that you need, that hit that blows you off of your feet. Had enough, you’re ill and god knows it too. The well you are drowning in for He knows the truth.

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released April 13, 2018

All songs written by Christof van der Ven

Produced by Christof van der Ven, Kristoffer Rylander, Kristofer Harris and Nick Rayner

Engineered and recorded by Kristofer Harris, Kristoffer Rylander, Nick Rayner and Erik Mikalsen.
Additional recording by Kristoffer Rylander and Gian Luca at Noatune Studios.
The horn parts were recorded by Marcus Hamblett.

All songs mixed by Kristoffer Rylander except “You Left It Too Long”, “Never Never”, “From Montreal” and “Oh When The Night” were mixed by Kristofer Harris.

Additional mixing on by Gianluca Capacchione

Recorded at various locations. Squarehead studios in Kent, Nick Rayner’s Studio in West Cork Ireland, Noatune Studios in Hackney London, Bowerman Studios in West London, Marcus Hamblett’s living room in Brighton.

Strings on “Hold me”, “Love’s Glory” and “Empty Handed” arranged by Tommy Heap and performed by Tom Hobden.

Horns on “Killed This Stone-Dead” and “Vancouver” arranged and performed by Marcus Hamblett and Jools Owen.

Mastered by Philip Shaw Bova at Bova Lab Studio

Artwork by Martijn Kuijten :: www.martijnkuijten.nl
Cover photo by Martijn Kuijten

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Christof van der Ven London, UK

Hailing originally from Holland, London-based Christof van der Ven has previously released two full albums, Empty Handed (2018) and You Were The Place (2019) alongside multiple EPs. His career has been supported by DIY, Clash, and Gold Flake Paint and his music has been played on BBC6 Radio and Radio X. ... more

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